Life in the Now!

Well it's surely been awhile since I've been on here. I'm horrible at this thing! haha..

Guess I should update eveyone with my life.

I now live in St. George (which I really don't like) and I'm going to Dixie (which is no where near as fun as Snow was, Or as I have come to learn SUU is) but they have an awesome dental hygiene program here so this is where I am! I'm really making the best of it! The reason that I really don't like it is because I'm so far away from my family and best friends, whom are all up north.. like 3-4 hours away from me. Except for Casey. Case is my roommate and we are together 24/7. It is great fun though! We are actually quite a bit alike.... and we have soo much fun together. :)

She truly has become one of my best friends..

And then there is Dawny! Over a short time, I feel like we have become close too! I love her a lot! She's so cute and fun to hang out with! She just got married so she moved out and I probably won't get to see her much besides at work! I'm thankful for her friendship that I no have!

As for work.. I work at the holiday inn in the bangquets. I actually like it! I've met some pretty fun people there that I work with! I have a good time.! I wish I could find a dental assissting job somewhere but I have no experience and no one wants to train me :( At least I have a job though.

My plans for the near future..

I'm hoping to move up to orem in January. Casey and I want to get out of St. George while we can! We'll apply for the dental program in Jan and then won't find out until march if we got in or not. If we did, we'll move back down in the fall when it starts. haha.. It's weird cause everyone loves it here.. But I just find it as more of a vacation place. I miss the cold, the snow, and the mountains.. Most of all .... I miss these people...

and this person..and this person...

and this person...

and this person...

and these people..

pretty much everyone in my life besides the few that are down here!

Othen than that, life has been pretty good lately! I became a True T-bird last night and I don't even go to SUU! bahaha.. I kissed some random kid there. Don't know his name and I barely remember what he looked like. He was sure cute though, I remember that! haha.. Going up there and hanging out makes me realize how fun of a school it is.. Somedays I wish I went there because Dixie is so lame. bahaha..

Well I hope to be posting again real soon! I'm gonna try to keep er updated!

love,

Sky Baby

Torn

Life is crazy... I feel like my heart is being torn between two people. But at the same time it's not. It's a really weird situation to be in. I never would've thought I would have these feelings, at least have them come to the surface. I think that I always knew they were there, but I didn't think that they would ever arise like this.. There's this boy. and then there's that boy. One boy gives me butterflies and I'm constantly happy when i talk to him, text him, see him, talk about him.. Anything to do with him puts me on a high. But then there is the other boy who I think, things could really work out with, who wouldn't want to be with their best friend? It seems like it could be the right decision, but the complete wrong decision at the exact same time. I don't know what to do.. Hide my feelings that I've been hiding for so long or let them out.? I think letting them out would just make a mess of things.. It's probably better to just leave them locked up. Espcially for boy ones sake. ugh. Dating. Uggghhh!