Hello Blog World!

I need to start blogging again!! My life is soo different from a few months ago.! I no longer live with Casey. She decided that one bathroom was just not going to cut it for 3 girls so she found somewhere else to live and Kayla and I got a new roommate! and its Marsha! My best friends little sister! I'm very stoked about this! Kaylyn gets home from her mission in October! I'm so ready for her to come home because I miss her so much! I feel like my friends change so often lately. It's weird. Right now my best friend is most definitely Cameron J! My boyfriend. We have so much fun together. I absolutely love this guy, and his daughter!

Well our new apartment is soon going to be soo cute! I've been looking around and have so many fun ideas to make it cute and homey! right now we don't have any couches! ha But soon we will, they are at Kayla's house in Alamo. We just need to find a way to get them here! We bought an entertainment center at the DI the other day for 15 bucks! It was such a steal! Cam is going to help us put some shelves and stuff in it because they were gone. I'm very excited!

As for school, I'm not going this semester. I'm still very indecisive, as usual and don't know what I'm doing with my life. I'm kinda thinking towards Radiology now.

That's just a little update for now.

small update.

I haven't posted anything in a while. So I thought that I probably should! Basically what my life consists of lately is just work. It's been good. Very frustrating, but good. I seem to be missing home a lot right now. I hate the fact that gas prices are going up because I hate buying gas as it is and I usually have to fill my tank 2 times to get home and back. blah. That adds up. ha not only do I miss my family, I miss all of my old roommates! LIKE CRAZY! I love living down here, I just wish that it was closer to home! Or that everyone else lived down here too! That would be pretty cool! anyway.. life is good besides me missing everyone in my life. ha

Decisions

I know I'm like the worst Blogger in the world. But at least I get on here sometimes and tell everyone what is happening in my life ;) I want to be better at it but I dunno why I'm not. ha ha. Maybe one day.

Well what is currently going on in my life:

I'm in the process of moving up North.

Finding a new job.

Wondering if it is the right choice.

Thinking I'm really going to miss St. George,

because I'm really starting to love it here.

I really like my job.

My neighbors that did live next door moved.

This makes me really sad,

because I was starting to like one of them. ;)

Ohhhh Jojo. :)

My ward here is absolutely amazing and I've met some

awesome new friends in it!

I love my relief society president and the Elders quarm president.

He is actually my home teacher and is from sanpete. Matt Roberts! :) great guy!

So... all this makes it a really hard decision to leave.

but.... I'm pretty sure I'm going to! :) I'll find a new adventure in my life.

When i move up there Case and I have a few goals for the new year. Hopefully they go really well! ;)

I just applied for hygiene school at UVU and Dixie. I'm real nervous about it. I really dunno if I'm going to get in to either of them on this first try. But we'll have to see. This is about all I have going on in my brain right now! ;) Hope everyone is having a great new year! :)

Life in the Now!

Well it's surely been awhile since I've been on here. I'm horrible at this thing! haha..

Guess I should update eveyone with my life.

I now live in St. George (which I really don't like) and I'm going to Dixie (which is no where near as fun as Snow was, Or as I have come to learn SUU is) but they have an awesome dental hygiene program here so this is where I am! I'm really making the best of it! The reason that I really don't like it is because I'm so far away from my family and best friends, whom are all up north.. like 3-4 hours away from me. Except for Casey. Case is my roommate and we are together 24/7. It is great fun though! We are actually quite a bit alike.... and we have soo much fun together. :)

She truly has become one of my best friends..

And then there is Dawny! Over a short time, I feel like we have become close too! I love her a lot! She's so cute and fun to hang out with! She just got married so she moved out and I probably won't get to see her much besides at work! I'm thankful for her friendship that I no have!

As for work.. I work at the holiday inn in the bangquets. I actually like it! I've met some pretty fun people there that I work with! I have a good time.! I wish I could find a dental assissting job somewhere but I have no experience and no one wants to train me :( At least I have a job though.

My plans for the near future..

I'm hoping to move up to orem in January. Casey and I want to get out of St. George while we can! We'll apply for the dental program in Jan and then won't find out until march if we got in or not. If we did, we'll move back down in the fall when it starts. haha.. It's weird cause everyone loves it here.. But I just find it as more of a vacation place. I miss the cold, the snow, and the mountains.. Most of all .... I miss these people...

and this person..and this person...

and this person...

and this person...

and these people..

pretty much everyone in my life besides the few that are down here!

Othen than that, life has been pretty good lately! I became a True T-bird last night and I don't even go to SUU! bahaha.. I kissed some random kid there. Don't know his name and I barely remember what he looked like. He was sure cute though, I remember that! haha.. Going up there and hanging out makes me realize how fun of a school it is.. Somedays I wish I went there because Dixie is so lame. bahaha..

Well I hope to be posting again real soon! I'm gonna try to keep er updated!

love,

Sky Baby

Torn

Life is crazy... I feel like my heart is being torn between two people. But at the same time it's not. It's a really weird situation to be in. I never would've thought I would have these feelings, at least have them come to the surface. I think that I always knew they were there, but I didn't think that they would ever arise like this.. There's this boy. and then there's that boy. One boy gives me butterflies and I'm constantly happy when i talk to him, text him, see him, talk about him.. Anything to do with him puts me on a high. But then there is the other boy who I think, things could really work out with, who wouldn't want to be with their best friend? It seems like it could be the right decision, but the complete wrong decision at the exact same time. I don't know what to do.. Hide my feelings that I've been hiding for so long or let them out.? I think letting them out would just make a mess of things.. It's probably better to just leave them locked up. Espcially for boy ones sake. ugh. Dating. Uggghhh!

a HUGE update! :)

So I decided that my new years resolution is going to be to keep up with this thing a lot more often! :) haha..

My life has been so great lately! I love everything about it... I love that finals are over and I have time to spend with my family and friends! I truely have so much love for my brother and sisters! I love growing up with them.

Colton is getting so big and we are getting closer all the time. He's like 6'1" or so now. He's about got my dad. It's funny! He's thinks he is so tough! But he can definately beat me up now! haha.. I use to be able to take him but now he is too tough! Pics aren't loading very well right now. I'll have to add them later!

Jarae is so dang cute! Everything about her.. She's a lot like me and she really is my Twin! haha.. I love her. She's such a ditz. We love to just listen to whatever she has to say because it's usually a blonde moment she has going on. She's such a goof!

Krista and I are getting along a lot better now! It's great. We've grown a lot closer together. Chasing boys together has been pretty fun!

Jacey is definately one of a kind. but you gotta love her! She's getting sooo big! Her feet are already bigger than mine and she is only in 7th grade. She is probably taller than me now too. It's crazy how things like this are happening. I remember when these girls were like 2 yrs old!

Jade is just Jade.. Ha ha.. She's getting a temper! Well I guess she has always had her little temper but now that she is 13 it's her teenager temper! OH MY! ha ha.. I love her though. I've always wanted to go to hair school but I just don't see that happening for me. Jade can already do everyone else's hair just as good as me. She loves it and she can sit and primp in the mirror ALL day if she wanted to. We always are calling her a girly girl! She gets so mad. ha ha

I love my mom and dad! They are amazing! My dad is so cute, he misses me all the time. I always get calls from him if I haven't been home in like a week or 2 from him saying, so sky do you even remember who we are anymore. Or whose this? ha ha.. He's a dork. We have a lot of fun together. My mom is my mom! Oh my.. She always gets into these sewing moods when Christmas time comes around. And we all get new sweat outfits and pajamas for Christmas! It's a great tradition that I'll always remember! I love that I have the taletns that she has too. I love sewing!

I love getting together for the Holidays! All my family gets together for Christmas.. My Aunt and her kids, we have a new tradition where we all spend Christmas together. This will be the third consecutive year we have done it. It's fun. All of us kids get together and sleep in the same room and our parents usually set up some trap to try and get us to stay in the room longer in the morning so they can sleep in but it never works and we always get through them. haha.. They think they are so smart! I'm excited for this year. I love everything about this time of year. Although it seems as though Christmas has came so fast! Where did the dang time go? I love the christmas lights.. they are probably one of my most favorite parts, or the tree. Or the snow! I love love love snow! Its so beautiful and fun! So anyway.. I'm real excited for all the traditions we get to repeat once again this year!

And I just have to say a few things about my friends as well! I love them all so much! I have met soo many new people this year and it's been so much fun! A lot of that thanks can go to Brandt.. He is always meeting new people, and then I get to meet them! YAY! haha.. I love making new friends! Speaking of Brandt its' been almost a year since i've known the kid. We've grown so close and I'm thankful for that. I love having him as a friend, it's weird to think what life would be like without him now.. whenever something happens he is usually the first person I want to tell... :) I love him!

Whitney and I have been having soo much fun lately! I love that girl so much.. ohhh emmmm ggggg! haha! She hates when I say that! Wow we've really had a lot of fun this past month or two! however long its been! All we do is laugh! that's my favorite thing of course! haha.. We went to Blanding to just take a few days to veg and it was amazing! We stayed with my Navajo family who i must say I have a lot of love for too! All of them.. Trav! OH TRAV! I love this kid! He's awesome! He's leaving on a mission real soon though! I'm so proud of him! I'm gonna miss him! Blanding trips just won't be the same without him! And Bud and Shea, they are the funniest brothers a girl could ever ask for ;)... When we were there I was laughing so hard that I was crying.. they got pics of it.. Ohh my! Good times! I'm just thankful to them for always welcoming me into their home!

I'm so proud of Kaylyn! She finally got her mission call too! Sheesh what am I going to do with all these missionaries leaving me! I'm horrible at writing letters too, if you couldn't tell by how much I keep up with this thing! haha.. She'll be a great missionary! She's soo good with people!

I miss my roommates.. it's only been what two weeks that I haven't seen them.. I l0ve them all so much! And i'm so thankful for how close we have all became.. Especially considering all that we've been through..

And then there is Kritter! Oh boy do I love this kid so much! He's in tahiti right now and I hate not talking to him.. I usually go over to his apt like every day and snuggle up with him in his bed while we chat about everything! He's another brother that I have.. haha.. I love how much closer we have became too! I love that boy so much!

I have a hard time keeping updated with this thing! :( haha..

School has been soo crazy hard lately! It makes me want to rethink dental hygiene. But when I think about it in the long run I know it'll be worth it:)

Speaking of school I love my roommates soo much right now. We have been through sooo much together and it has only brought all of us closer! I can't even explain how much I love them! I am so blessed to have been put with the roommates that I have... We do everything together and we just decorated our apartment and it is sooo cute.

We are having a decorate your front porch contest here at park place this year for Halloween and whoever wins gets 250 bucks! We have the best idea ever! I'm so excited!

And I just want to say how much I love this time of year! I love everything about fall! The mountains, the breeze, the colors of the leaves, halloween and getting ready for it to SNOW!! (which I can't wait for) The other day Ashley and I were driving around town, with the windows down, country music on and it was amazing! I love her sooo much! I don't know what I would do without her in my life right now!

I've been having all these spiritual experiences lately... It's been so great! I love it. I miss having such a strong testimony and I want it back soo bad! I've started reading my scriptures again and that has helped out a lot! I hung out with this boy a few nights ago and when I'm around him I just have this insane feeling to be the best person I can be. It's crazy and I don't really know how to explain it! I'm so excited! I want to enroll in an institute class too (yeah add another class to the schedule) ha ha! I'm real sad I became "inactive" this past little while... Anyway I'm real excited about my life! I'm loving it a lot and having so many wonderful memories happen that I never want to forget..

Went down to Fillmore this past weekend.. Picked up Mav from the airport! He's finally home! I've been so excited about it! Can I just tell you how much love I have for my family.. They awesome! Well, it's the hunt (hence being in filly) and My dad, Colton, Jacey, Jarae, Krista and I all drove out and onto some trails that we could take the precious suburban on and we had such a blast.. we were laughing the whole dang time.. ha ha.. Jarae is such a character.. I don't know where she gets it from but I love the heck out of her.. She is the most ditzy person I know.. It's the cutest thing ever.. Colton and I just sat in the front seat and laughed the whole time.. My dad was like, No wonder we never see anything, we laugh too much and too loud! ha ha.. Then we were all like, yeah but think of all the crazy memories we have.. Hunting is so much fun with my family.. I go more for the experience than the "hunting" part. That's how it has been for as long as I can remember.. :)

My dad is soo funny.... look at his cute little mullet! I love him so much!