Monday, August 27, 2012

Just Because..

So Cam left again today.. :( I love that he has a job that he loves. But I hate the fact that sometimes he leaves for a whole week at a time.
 I hate not seeing him everyday.
 Not only do I get bored but I miss him soooo much. He is my BESTEST Friend Ever. I get so lonely without him here.  I feel real bad for him this time too because he doesn't get to see our little Ryker man for 4 days. 

Poor daddy. 
 I text him so many times before he ever texts me back because he is busy, ha. 
When we talk on the phone, its for at least a half an hour or so before we fall asleep at night.
 I just love this guy so dang much.


Don't know what I would do without him.

On a Happy note.. When we had Madi this weekend we made letter pancakes.
It was fun and she loved it!


What a cute little girl.
Love her.
I need a new camera. Mine sucks. It's old.

And this is just cause he is adorable. I got a smile outta him.. Even if it was cause he was trying to poop or something, I don't care. I LOVE it and him. 



Friday, August 17, 2012

2 week app.

My little man had his two week app today.  He is doing so great.  He has already gained almost 1 pound.  He weighed in at 8 lbs 5 oz and is 22 and 1/4 in long.  He is growing so fast.  I could tell the other day when I put one is his onesies on him and it was all tight.. It's crazy how little he is but I think he is getting so big already. 
He also got his circumcision done today. :( I feel so bad.  When we got home and I had to change his diaper I felt so bad.  He was crying so hard that I started crying too.  I feel so bad for him and haven't ever heard him cry so hard in his whole 2 weeks of life. :(  I hope it heals real fast for him.  Cam still hasn't even looked at it.  When we were in the office I stood at his head and gave him some sugar water when he would start to cry and his little hand squeezed my finger so hard like the whole time.  Poor guy. I feel like it's all my fault he's in pain.  Cam has too weak of a stomach, he was feeling all queezy just thinking about it beforehand.  I'm just glad that I didn't start bawling in the middle of the procedure.  I was tough for him!! (till we got home that it is)
Anyway.. I want to get some newborn pics done asap before he gets too big!! But I just don't know who to go to or anything down here without having to pay a ton of money that we don't have! I sure love that little guy more than anything though!

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Ryker J Winegar

Well I guess since my little man is going to be 2 weeks old tomorrow I should give ya'll an update one  everything going on in this house. 
His birth.. 
 Well he was due on July 26th and we tried everything we could to get him here but he was just too stubborn to come.  He liked being in my warm belly, where life was easy. So since he didn't come, we had an induction scheduled for Aug 2nd. I was the first one on the list and they called me at 5:30 and asked me to be there at 6:30 am. So I got up cause I couldn't really sleep anyway and got ready to head to the hospital. Cam woke up like 5 min before we left ha. When we got there, they got me started on an iv and we met all the nurses. The doctor didn't come till like 8.  He broke my water and then they started me on the pitocin. I don't know how long it was until I ended up getting the epidural. I  know they that the contractions started getting a lot closer and I had a few bad ones and then one really bad one and I was like okay get the nurse. After the epidural I was in heaven, I even fell asleep for a little bit. I was fully dilated at like 12:30, but he still needed to drop down some so we sat there for like 2 hours and before I started pushing. Once they told me that we were going to start pushing I got really nervous and I threw up. Cam has a weak tummy and he said he almost threw up too. oops. ha Then we started at like 2:40ish and he was born at 3:13 pm at 7 lbs 7 ounces and 21&1/2 in long.  I thought I was going to be an emotional wreck and start bawling like crazy when I saw him but I didn't. Surprisingly. All I could think was how beautiful he was. He is the cutest thing I have ever seen in my whole life. I love him soo much!
First time I got to hold him

7 lbs 7 oz
21 1/2 in long

He's so adorable!

                                                

Proud big sister!

Kisses from Daddy


I love him!



Taking a nap!