I'm back!

Okay so I finally got internet! YAY!! I'm very very excited about this. Hopefully you will get to see me more often! ;) with actual pictures. I just have a few today.. Updating on how this pregnancy is going.. which is great so far. I have 5 weeks left as of today! :) I cannot wait to meet the little guy in there! Things have seen to go by so fast.. To go from this

11 weeks

to this.. 

34 weeks

in a matter of 23 weeks. 

 He is growing strong and kicking me more and more and more! By the way, his name is going to be Ryker! I love it! We thought that it was a not very common name but lately I have heard it soooo much. I've had that name picked out since high school and I'm so glad that Cam liked it too! I think it's only going to get more and more popular though which I'm not very excited about. We liked that it was different. I'm finally starting the whole "swollen" thing. My feet and hands are soo swollen. And my fall asleep at night all the time and then they hurt so bad in the morning.. I can't wear my rings and I hate it! haha 

As for what else is going on in my life, I've finally gotten a break from a work which is really nice! But Cam has been in phoenix for the past 5 weeks straight. I'm getting so sick of that place and I hate that the only relationship we have throughout the week is over the phone. I miss him so much.! 

On a side note Colton has moved in with us for the rest of the summer so I have someone to keep me company! But he thinks I'm a boring old married woman cause I'm tired all the time and don't ever want to do anything but lay around mostly! 

Well that sums it up for now! I'll be back soon! :) I promise! ;) later gators. 

Okay I know that I haven't blogged in a long time. But I have been SUPER busy with work and everything. Not having internet sucks too. So when I get done with work I just want to go home. Therefore, I don't get on here at all. And blogging from my phone is no fun at all.

Here are the updates of our lives..

-Cam got a new job! Which we are both very excited about. He will be programming and installing home automations for Sound Solutions. It's something that he has always wanted to do and he is very smart when it comes to these kinds of things! He is learning a lot. He comes home every night and explains someting new to me that he learned and a lot of the time it just goes straight over my head! One sad part... He will be traveling now. He just left for Phoenix this week. I don't know the last time we went 5 days without seeing each other. That is going to be the saddest part for me. :(

-I get to go home this week!! I've been saying for the past couple months how bad I want to go home. I miss Fairview soo much! I love living in St. G but Fairview will always be home to me. I miss the fresh mountain air and everything about it! My little brother is graduating from High School! Yay! I'm so proud of him!

-and last but definitely not least...
 Our baby is growing sooo big! I'm 30 weeks and a few days along now! He is healthy and moving around like crazy! I can finally say that it is so hard for me to bend over and pick up things and I can't paint my toe nails anymore.. I hate shaving my legs and I have the hardest time sleeping. I've never in my life had to get up in the middle of the night to go pee. Now it happens every single night. We bought me a body pillow and it has helped a lot but it is still hard for me to sleep sometimes! So, I take naps whenever I can! Cam wants the baby here soo bad. He says all the time I wish he could just get here! haha It's the cutest thing! He is very excited to have a son! So am I though, don't get me wrong! :) We have been keeping his name a secret and we have known what it is for a long time. He took quite awhile for our families to found out since Madi knew. But it lasted a lot longer than we expected. So we have started to slowly tell everyone what it is.. I think I'll keep it a secret on here for a little longer though.. just for fun!

I know that I really suck at blogging. I promise that I'm going to start trying to blog more. Especially for memories. Like a journal, through marriage and life and such. It's just hard cause I don't have internet at home and so when I'm at work I don't have any pictures to post so I'm like well I want to put pictures on this post too so I just read everyone elses and don't post anything on mine.
I should have a picture of this on my phone but I don't. Maybe i'll take one and post it later.. On March 6, 2012 Cameron and I went to the doctor and we found out what our baby is... Wait for it... We will be having a little boy! Which we are both very very excited about. It works out really well for our little family since we already have Madison. I love that little girl like my own. I'm so happy that her mom supports me being a step mom to her when she is at our house. It's a blessing. So, having a boy will be very exciting. I've always wanted to have a boy first anyways.. Cam is so cute about it too. He always says little things about how he will finally have someone to give all of his hot wheels too. Or build legos with. It's cute. I'm very excited about our future! It's been a crazy get go but I truly believe everything happens for a reason and this little boy was meant to come to earth now. I'll get a picture of the ultra sound and post it. But for now, here is one of me at almost 20 weeks.




The baby is growing great and he is right where he needs to be. I have felt little tiny movements in my belly. Just little flutters.. I'm excited for when he is bigger.. although I'm not looking forward to him kicking my bladder and such. I'm very excited to be able for when Cam can feel him too! Yay! We are so excited and happy!
We also found a place to live. It's a 2 bedroom 2 bathroom and for now it will work out great. We have plenty of room in our bedroom that a crib can fit into and Madi can still have her own room. We only signed a 6 month contract. So we'll see where we are money wise and if we can get into a bigger apartment by then or not. Madi may have to share with the little guy for awhile but she is very excited about it and sharing is something she loves to do! <3

Happy News!

So apparently Ive been told by quite a few people that I need to start blogging more.. I just feel like I don't really have anything in my life to blog about.. Until recently that is..

Cameron and I are engaged and I couldn't be more happy. Seriously. I love him soo much and I'm so excited to start a life together! Maybe being married will give me more of an excuse to blog some more, since as you all know I'm so great at it now! ha.. Anyways I don't have any of the pictures with me today but I will put them on here soon and tell you all the cute little story of our engagement! :)

Update.. Here is the story of our engagement.. 

We already had our wedding date set.. February 18, 2012 and I we had went to look at rings. I picked out my 3 favorites and late he went back to the store to pick out his favorite of the 3. He was very sneaky about this. Because we lived at his moms house together and we worked together at the hotel. So I have no idea when he even went back to the store to pick it out.

Well we were supposed to be getting our engagement pictures done on Jan 11 and I still had no ring. Cam said that it had to get resized so he had no idea when it would he could get it, they were supposed to call him. I was kinda sad about it, but kinda thought "oh well" I'll just fake it like I have the ring and put a fake ring on my finger for pictures. I wasn't planning on getting any closeups. 

The day of engagement pictures I had to work at the front desk from 7-3 and Cam had the day off. My plan was to run home shower and get ready for pictures. I had been bugging Cam about getting his black button up shirt from Avron for the past week for pictures and he still hadn't gotten it. I was annoyed. So when I got home from work and started getting ready he said I gotta go meet Avron to get that shirt so we have to drive separately. He said he had to go clear out to Ivins to get it from him. I was like okay whatever. That's lame. So he left and I finished getting ready. 

When I was ready I jumped in the car and drove to ancestors square where we were meeting up with Chelsie, Kacey and Davi. I called Cam like 3 times on the drive there and he didn't answer once. I started getting worried. So I called Davi and she said that she had just talked to him a bit ago and he would be there soon. I just figured he didn't hear his phone while driving in his truck.  When I got there Kacey was like lets go up there and I can get the lighting on the Camera.  She said there was a really cute old door on the building we were walking towards but it was on the other side. So we walked up around and Cam was standing there with a bouquet of roses and a sign that said "Beautiful bride wanted February 18, 2012" I got so excited that I ran up to kiss him and give him a hug and he was like I'm not done yet. Then he got down on one knee and purposed. I honestly don't remember what he said exactly but it was something along the lines of making this official. It was soo cute and I totally didn't expect it. He of course, chose my favorite of the rings which turned out to be his favorite too! I LOVE it. It's beautiful. 

And here is some pics of the special moment! 

 

  

Damn he is a sexy man! I looove him. 

Hello Blog World!

I need to start blogging again!! My life is soo different from a few months ago.! I no longer live with Casey. She decided that one bathroom was just not going to cut it for 3 girls so she found somewhere else to live and Kayla and I got a new roommate! and its Marsha! My best friends little sister! I'm very stoked about this! Kaylyn gets home from her mission in October! I'm so ready for her to come home because I miss her so much! I feel like my friends change so often lately. It's weird. Right now my best friend is most definitely Cameron J! My boyfriend. We have so much fun together. I absolutely love this guy, and his daughter!

Well our new apartment is soon going to be soo cute! I've been looking around and have so many fun ideas to make it cute and homey! right now we don't have any couches! ha But soon we will, they are at Kayla's house in Alamo. We just need to find a way to get them here! We bought an entertainment center at the DI the other day for 15 bucks! It was such a steal! Cam is going to help us put some shelves and stuff in it because they were gone. I'm very excited!

As for school, I'm not going this semester. I'm still very indecisive, as usual and don't know what I'm doing with my life. I'm kinda thinking towards Radiology now.

That's just a little update for now.

small update.

I haven't posted anything in a while. So I thought that I probably should! Basically what my life consists of lately is just work. It's been good. Very frustrating, but good. I seem to be missing home a lot right now. I hate the fact that gas prices are going up because I hate buying gas as it is and I usually have to fill my tank 2 times to get home and back. blah. That adds up. ha not only do I miss my family, I miss all of my old roommates! LIKE CRAZY! I love living down here, I just wish that it was closer to home! Or that everyone else lived down here too! That would be pretty cool! anyway.. life is good besides me missing everyone in my life. ha

Decisions

I know I'm like the worst Blogger in the world. But at least I get on here sometimes and tell everyone what is happening in my life ;) I want to be better at it but I dunno why I'm not. ha ha. Maybe one day.

Well what is currently going on in my life:

I'm in the process of moving up North.

Finding a new job.

Wondering if it is the right choice.

Thinking I'm really going to miss St. George,

because I'm really starting to love it here.

I really like my job.

My neighbors that did live next door moved.

This makes me really sad,

because I was starting to like one of them. ;)

Ohhhh Jojo. :)

My ward here is absolutely amazing and I've met some

awesome new friends in it!

I love my relief society president and the Elders quarm president.

He is actually my home teacher and is from sanpete. Matt Roberts! :) great guy!

So... all this makes it a really hard decision to leave.

but.... I'm pretty sure I'm going to! :) I'll find a new adventure in my life.

When i move up there Case and I have a few goals for the new year. Hopefully they go really well! ;)

I just applied for hygiene school at UVU and Dixie. I'm real nervous about it. I really dunno if I'm going to get in to either of them on this first try. But we'll have to see. This is about all I have going on in my brain right now! ;) Hope everyone is having a great new year! :)